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The Will to Power

1. Nihilism: A Point of departure: it is an error to consider 
"social distress" or "physiological degeneration" or, worse, 
corruption, as the cause

2. The end of Christianity--at the hands of its own morality

3. Skepticism regarding morality is what is decisive.

4. Against "meaninglessness"; Residues of value judgments 
are found everywhere in socialistic and positivistic systems.

Astrid's visit to Toronto was an exercise of her will to
power, to see how much she could get, how far she could
push limits, how much sympathy she could engender.

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Let me introduce some people. Astrid Cecilia Sandoval and 
Jennie Ida Forsyth-Fiorito.

I met them both in Toronto. They arrived to visit me,
citing problems at their parent's home in Ft Lauderdale.

They are - the same person. 

She talked about money trouble, and had a
legitimate excuse for requiring me to purchase
her ticket to Toronto. To her credit, she paid
for this promptly. She also needed help getting
back home, and craved cigarettes and many bottles
of Tylenol-1 pills. I'm waiting for at least 
350.00 for these expenses.

If you meet one of these people online, beware. She
will quickly put you at ease, and make you feel
comfortable, that you've found someone you have 
been looking for, and that she has as well.

Mind games will become a problem in the end. She is
well skilled in science as a pharmacist, and knows drugs
and street skills more than she lets on. She is a
talented and friendly guest, making her the ideal
"Con Man". The contant changes in the facts she
tells causes waves of concern, forgiveness, confusion
and then concern again. She could be seeking such a 
reaction, a Mind Fcuk.

She has a knack for mimicking symptoms, and presenting
herself to doctors so that she gets pretty much any
prescription product available.  Her multiple identifications
are useful when the pills run out too quickly.

Astrid insists she doesn't use them: she gives them
to her brothers and her oldest best friend, Tammy.

But when you meet her, she often shows
symptoms of drug use or withdrawal, including fatigue, 
an inability to eat, mumbling incomprehensible speech
and has buckling pains half the time. 

When I first met her, she presented as very interested, very
physical, very loving. She truly desires acceptance.

She has quickly moved beyond interest in me, and
continues sending messages of interest and lust to my
room mate, Jeff, who has just about had quite enough of
this drama. 

No surprise, she seems to have blocked my contacting her.

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Dear Reader,

I will take this page down when the problems 
with Astrid stop. She has to quickly care for
her expenses (just 350.00). She also has to stop
contacting Jeff. The terrible charade that is going
on must come to an end, or the following facts will
be disclosed:

I am posting the details of her visit here for the
benefit of those thinking of meeting her. A search
on Google will turn up this facts page when you search
for her name.

If the above brings no relief, information will be sent
to security personnel at CVS and Walgreens about the 
fraud situation going on.

Finally, if the problems aren't resolved, information
about duplicate identities and exploited social security
will be passed along to the US Dept of Justice, Homeland
Security, and the Social Security anonymous tips hotline.

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Dear Astrid

This information is private for you for the 
next 48 hours. It is 440am on 2005 January 25.

After that I (or someone else) will link
this page, so anyone who looks worldwide 
can see it. Google and other search engines 
will find this page in time.

You must do the following

1. Stop all contact with Jeff Goebel. No more email,
no more instant messaging. 

2. Pay 350.00 to me promptly without further excuses.

3. No further dishonesty from you. 

On the other hand, care for all of this 
right away, and you should be able to go on with your
usual life, just as you are accustomed.