F 1 D 0 - 2005 02 17 at 1900 The Will to Power 1. Nihilism: A Point of departure: it is an error to consider "social distress" or "physiological degeneration" or, worse, corruption, as the cause 2. The end of Christianity--at the hands of its own morality 3. Skepticism regarding morality is what is decisive. 4. Against "meaninglessness"; Residues of value judgments are found everywhere in socialistic and positivistic systems. Astrid's visit to Toronto was an exercise of her will to power, to see how much she could get, how far she could push limits, how much sympathy she could engender. http://www.firstgov.gov/feedback/FeedbackForm.jsp Contact the American government http://oig.hhs.gov/hotline.html Office of the Inspector General http://www.ssa.gov/oig/guidelin.htm Social Security Admin Fraud Guidelines - - 2005 01 25 Let me introduce some people. Astrid Cecilia Sandoval and Jennie Ida Forsyth-Fiorito. I met them both in Toronto. They arrived to visit me, citing problems at their parent's home in Ft Lauderdale. They are - the same person. She talked about money trouble, and had a legitimate excuse for requiring me to purchase her ticket to Toronto. To her credit, she paid for this promptly. She also needed airfare getting back home, and craved cigarettes and many bottles of Tylenol-1 pills. She cost me $350.00 for these expenses, and promised to pay it back. If you meet one of these people online, beware. Check the AIM contact info list. These were the user names she had at time of writing: AIM contact info faeriegirl282 secretelf282 secretelf101 girlHEARSvoices MSN and Hotmail info absolut_elf@hotmail.com astrid74_2000@hotmail.com View Source, see the bottom. She will quickly put you at ease, and make you feel comfortable, that you've found someone you have been looking for, and that she has as well. She has a remarkable sense for how to make you feel like talking about yourself, and to listen to her stories. She will talk about her home in Chicago, and her parent's home in Ft Lauderdale. If she phones you from her cell phone, it has a 954 area code. Mind games will become a problem in the end. She is well skilled in science as a pharmacist, and knows drugs and street skills more than she lets on. She is a talented and friendly guest, making her the ideal "Con Man". The contant changes in the facts she tells causes waves of concern, forgiveness, confusion and then concern again. She could be seeking such a reaction, a Mind Fcuk. She has a knack for mimicking symptoms, and presenting herself to doctors so that she gets pretty much any prescription product available. Her multiple identifications are useful when the pills run out too quickly. She has figured out how to get spare birth certificates, passports, and other documentation for the Social Security Administration. This is a source of great pride. Astrid insists she doesn't use them: she gives them to her brothers and her oldest best friend, Tammy. Of course. But when you meet her, she often shows symptoms of drug use or withdrawal, including fatigue, an inability to eat, mumbling incomprehensible speech and has buckling pains half the time. At this time of writing, she has recently had stomach surgery, and has metal staples holding it together. When I first met her, she presented as very interested, very physical, very loving. She truly desires acceptance. She has quickly moved beyond interest in me, and continues sending messages of interest and lust to my room mate, Jeff, who has just about had quite enough of this drama. No surprise, she seems to have blocked my contacting her. - - 2005 01 25 Dear Reader, I will take this page down when the problems with Astrid stop. She also has to stop contacting Jeff. The terrible charade that is going on must come to an end, or the following facts will be disclosed: I am posting the details of her visit here for the benefit of those thinking of meeting her. A search on Google will turn up this facts page when you search for her name. (If you are thinking of a romantic connection with this woman, exercise caution.) If the above brings no relief, information will be sent to security personnel at CVS and Walgreens about the fraud situation going on. Finally, if the problems aren't resolved, information about duplicate identities and exploited social security will be passed along as tips to the US Dept of Justice, Homeland Security, and the Social Security anonymous tips hotline. - - 2005 02 19 Dear Astrid You must do the following 1. Stop all contact with Jeff Goebel. No more email, no more instant messaging. 2. Tell Carl (and any other dangerous friends you know) to stop calling and threatening to visit and hurt me. Dave - - 2005 02 17 at 1900 Astrid, Within a few days after promising me you would stop all contact with Jeff, you wrote to him, and started chatting using a new screen name girlHEARSvoices (AIM). To your credit, you have blocked my account from chatting directly with you. But after this time, it still appears that this is just another way of seeing how far you can carry out this charade with us. On my last message to you, I said that Thursday would be the day I escalate this matter, seeking redress from you. If this matter is not fully resolved by 2005 Feb 21, Monday, then I will further escalate this complaint. Dave - - 2005 02 17 at 2100 Dear Reader, I have just received a cel phone call from a Carl Fiorito. This man called me claiming to be her husband. I found this curious. Astrid said she has never been married, and that her mother's name was Fiorito, and that her father's name was Forsyth. That's why she was able to get a passport so easily in the name Jennie Ida Forsyth-Fiorito. This man sounded nice, and like a nice Jewish man. In fact, if you've ever listened to Howard Stern, he sounded just like him. His words were just like a hit man. Very friendly, but promising to visit me in person if I didn't just let this go. Maniacal laughter. He could play Howard Stern, actually. He reminded me of Howard Stern sooo much. Or a protective Uncle. There is no reason for him to visit me in person except to hurt me. I told him I was prepared to take all of this information off the site if he took care of these expenses. He told me I should just consider it some kind of mistake, and write it off. I told him that as long as this debt is outstanding there was no closure. Then I asked him, "Hey? How is Brennan?" "Who is Brennan," he answers. "Can you spell that?" If he's married to Astrid/Jennie (he called her Jennie, and couldn't help himself) then he should know Brennan, her twin brother, his own Brother-in-law. Instead, he needed to hem and haw. I consider him complicit in this charade. I called the number he gave me. Area code 612 is the Twin Cities area of Minnesota. The message answered "This is Carl, Joe and Didi. No one is here. Please leave a message." It was his voice on the recording. The prefix is 804 and that is a cell phone. Such numbers can be migrated to anywhere. The rest is 6147. If I vanish, dear reader, make sure the information gets to the right people. I am thinking that this the phone call was from someone who plans to visit me to use force to show me some common sense, in a frightening kind of way. Dave - i've told my lawyer (and friends) all about this mess, and knows to take up this message should I become hurt or pass away in 'an accident'. - - 2005 02 19 at 0400 I met with the Toronto Police today. For Carl, who phoned me on Thurs Evening: the police say I am not to take any of your phone calls if your caller ID comes onto my phone, nor should I accept any further calls with blocked identification. Carl, You do not have my permission to visit me in person, and any such attempts will be considered an act of agression. If you come to Toronto to see me, I must assume it is only for the purpose of doing me harm or frightening me. To Police and Investigative Personnel: when apprehending Astrid/Jennie, exercise caution. She exhibits the symptoms of Borderline Personality Disorder, as well as exceptional depression over this situation coming to light. Treat her as cornered and dangerous, and follow "suicide watch" rules. She is very talented, and has convinced many doctors and other officials to prepare prescriptions for extreme pain and letters of disability. Picture of Astrid and my brother, in Hamilton ON, taken 2005 01